update

-to start off id like to curse the people who expect me to update this regularly :P
-just kidding
-well to update those of you who do not know i am at college now... classes started on monday. it has been interesting. im looking forward to almost all of my classes. i have homework :(
-i know school is starting for many of you... good luck... and enjoy your senior year!!!

i have run out of things to say... im not in an inspirational, nice writing mood right now...
-i have been listening to different music lately, somehow an additional 200-300 songs were added to my laptop... :) so i'll post clips from some of the songs i have been listening to...

I don't wanna be alone

Just waiting by the phone

I can't stand another night on my own

With a new day rising, realizing....

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don't wanna make you hurt

don't wanna make you feel

like the world ain't on your side

like you're never gonna get it right

no i can't fight i can't sleep at night

just thinking about you girl

i'm a fool for you

yes i am

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Sometimes I feel like I trusted you too well

Sometimes I just feel like screaming at myself

Sometimes I’m in disbelief I didn’t know

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Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past

Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have

Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back

And never moving forward so there'd never be a past

It's easier to run

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made)

It's easier to go

(If I could change I would take back the pain I would)

(Retrace every wrong move that I made I would)

(If I could stand up and take the blame I would)

(I would take all my shame to the grave)

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I don't know what's worth fighting for

Or why I have to scream

I don't know why I instigate

And say what I don't mean

I don't know how I got this way

I know it's not alright

So I'm breaking the habit

I'm breaking the habit

Tonight

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So long sweet summerI stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays

So long sweet summerI fell into you

Now you’re gracefully falling away

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We'll wake up, we'll make up and do this for the last time

If we break up, we'll wind up losing both of our minds

So wake up, let's make up and do this for the last time

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Wishful thinking

Patience shrinking, bliss is far away

North is calling

Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay

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All the heartache, all the pain,

All the words you said in vain, And I'll never be the same.

P.S I love you, forever and today.

Forever and Today

Forever and Today

P.S I love you, forever and today

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Cause she's bittersweet

She knocks me off of my feet

And I can't help myself

I don't want anyone else

She's a mystery

She's too much for me

But I keep coming back for more

She's just the girl I'm looking for

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sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile

the precious moments are all lost in the tide, yeah

they’re swept away and nothing is what is seems

the feeling of belonging to your dreams

listen to your heart

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Maybe I've been the problem

Maybe I'm the one to blame

But even when I turn it off and blame myself

The outcome feels the same

When I look at the stars

The stars, I feel like myself

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Life is very short, and there's no time

For fussing and fighting, my friend.

I have always thought that it's a crime,

So I will ask you once again.

Try to see it my way,

Only time will tell if I am right or I am wrong.

While you see it your way

There's a chance that we may fall apart before too long.

We can work it out,

We can work it out.

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These words are my own
From my heart flown
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you
There's no other way
To better say
I love you, I love you...

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-its a lot... i know... but there ya go... now ive posted... maybe ill come up with something a little more original next time...

-till next time... goodday!