Heart In A Blender... Watch It Spin Around To A Beautiful Oblivion

*Have you ever felt completely inadequate. I am completely honest, I try my hardest to be the best person I can be for her; yet somehow I feel like I am always failing. I know she loves me, but I am so afraid it is not nearly as much as I love her. She is my world, my everything. But I constantly feel like she deserves and wants better than me. This song really struck me down hard this week. It is the most painful thing to be away from the person you love and not be able to talk to them.