Losing Focus

my mind is confused with the pouring rain
no one to turn to with my deepest thoughts
i find myself continuing to sort through
the very meaning of my lost life
days go by when I lose all focus
of this life I’ve been trying to live
instead I find myself empty
wondering if I can pull myself out again
fear takes hold; I may not be in control
my mind tells me to run, just get away
leaving everything in the past behind me