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i used to keep emotions in check
now i'm finding it hard to concentrate
as you're on my mind most the day
i think about the times i've hurt you
and other pains you have felt
i wish i could erase it all away
remembering your smile and laugh
could we ever be more than friends
that's all i need to find
but events lately make it hard
i may never really know
doubts remain that you're not ready
i don't want to jeopardize what we have
my greatest fear is that you may never know
i care about you so much
never intentionally hurting you
all i want is for you to be happy
allowing you to follow your heart